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2008-04-12T18:50:00.003+08:00

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Coming to the second month

2007-04-22T11:44:00.000+08:00

WHEW.. unlike the first month of trying to OUTLIVE, OUTPLAY and OUTLAST, I finally found a way to make my way out of the office easily.. HEHEHE

Well, you see, my bosses consist of a supervisor and a grumby old woman. One is a really busy man, the other always ask me to do (SAI GANG) "Shit" work. so what do I really mean when I say that? Let me elaborate right here.

that grumby old woman basically likes to make good use of resources. OF course, that is a good way to put it. But in my perspective that I see it, its call "BULLY". I do not say these days without evidence.

My colleague told from Singapore Asia Pacific Breweries told me that old Woman used to bully the previous IA (Sharon Ng) whose also from NYP. It was her last day of work and it was the chinese new year eve. It was already 6PM and by right, she is able to leave the office. But that old WITCH told her to stay on and do the stuff when everyone is going home for reunion dinner. HOLY SHIT! When my colleague ask the OLD WITCH whether this can be left to the next IA, She said "CAN". But still insisted that she finish that first. Luckily my collegue ask her to leave and let me (THE NEXT IA) to finish up for her. It was such a thick folder and it takes the whole day to finish lo. WTH.. BLoody hell..

Alright, back to me. That Witch now ask me to tidy the shelves, arrange (THICK * THICK * THICK = VERY THICK FOLDER), walking up and down the building delivering documents, climbing up and down the shelves to place boxes that given her height that cannot be reached... etc That is really sian lo. We are suppose to learn things down there and not ......, you know.. She restricted my eating time to (30 mins).. WTF.. If I were to go to HP center to have my food, it would take at least 40 mins since there are so many company squeezing there to eat. So, i would alwyas go out with other colleagues by car to AV, Vivo, harbour front center, bukit merah,...etc to eat. It would take around 1 hour and she bloody hell scold me when she goes out for 2hours before coming back. She is suppose to supervise me andd she is not around. She said this, "You don't have the rights to question me on that". BLoody hell, she doesnt play her role as the supervisor well and she is now lecturing me. PLEASE LA, ASK YOURSELF, IS THIS RIGHT OR NOT BEFORE SCOLDING ME. Next time when you say you laptop is spolit, I will not slowly open up and try all the parts, motherboards, or whatever IDE liao. I smash it right in you face and on the floor.. You'd better be careful... watch out when you cross the roads!!!!
*** Having great killing intent now!! ***

But anyways, my busy supervisor is going to UK next week. And my indian colleague is going to teach me lots of USer Support neat stuff. Finally, after so many weeks of doing shit work, I am really going to learn something nice and CHIM!

Times goes very fast when you really try hard to learn something. That is the only way to "GENG" you way out and learn something as well.

ALL right, that's it for now!! I'll keep you guys updated weekly of what i have learnt .. CIAOZ for now.

And take care for all my friends out there!! I MISSED YOU ALL!!

*** Maybe I am going to go crazy over going back to school...My Working environment sucks ***

IAP after 1st month

2007-04-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

Dude... Its way off boring and stressful if you really want to survive in the office. Your curiosity for the things going around you, Your learning ability and the things that you are willingly to learn from the bosses around you.

Despite the boring things that we have to do which includes tallying much of the data and filing up things, tidying up the file closet, thinking of what tidbits to eat at the next moment, printing things, scanning, faxing and E-mail(not forgetting CC to the boss, b cc to Other bosses)and many others... etc, what we students have to do is very simple in fact.

**Find the Fun in all the jobs and try to enjoy doing it. Else, Die doing it.. LOLL**

Of cos,when there are bad, there is also the good stuff. We get to interact with other softwares that we normally don't in school.

Such as the Crystals Report , The SQL, Infopath, SharePoint Server and services, Visio, SMTP Mail Sweeper, Helpdesk Applications... etc.

BLA BLA BLA...

The colleagues are really friendly and they even bring the IA Students for lunch.
I have been to places like VIVO CITY, BUKIT MERAH, Alexandra Village, Bishan Park, And many other food centres. They treated me to some drinks and snacks most of the time.

So, Over the horizon, there is always a silver lining. The Nice colleagues, are the silver linings across the whole patch of deadly horizon(WORK, STRESS).

Its been a month now.

What is going to happen next?

HIT ME!

This baby make my day.. =)

2006-11-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA....

All thanks to Justin .. Lol.. what the hell did his parents feed the baby to keep him laughing like this.. Lolx... ROFL...

2006-10-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

Very sianz.. Sch finally started today. Thought that there is going to be a difference in this semester. BUt then it turn out to be a even more worse SEM.. ITs so boring when lecture started today!!

Gimme a break!

One month of holidays is not even enough for today's lesson. SI BEI SIAN!!~

WEll, I think that this sem's electronic better be easy cos i saw some mathematical equations that looks very CHIM in there.

OMG!!

Somebody SAVE ME!!!

Let's pray that this sem is going to go smoother than the last sem. NOt that rush la at least..

=~( *SOB

2006-09-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

MIT 0510- E1 CHANGI CHALET

DAY 1, September 12, 2006 Tuesday

MY Wonderful class went together to Changi chalet. There consists of 12 people (ITHINK). on the first day, we had activities going on In Living room.. Lolx.. Watching TV and listening to Radio and playing cards in the afternoon.
We taught FAizah to play cards. Lolx.. Kinda taught her to come to the DARK side.. HAHA..

After that we prepared food for the barbecue at night. This is a feast. We had HOTDOGS, STINGRAY, SWEET POTATOES, CHICKEN WINGS (GREAT. THANKS TO DANIEL), MAGGIE MEE(on the house),Crab sticks.. etc.. alot more.

Everyone was enjoying the food. Our chef for the day, DAniel, Jamie, wan ling, faizah, maliha... The rest was watching TV. XD (inlcluding myself.)
Too bad Jeremy cannot eat.. or else we can be the TRIO FOOD STEALER from the barbecue pits and table..Lolx..

We played with the Sparks and tried to make rockets. Chim Chai, me and Daryl each had our own rockets but it was a futile attempt to make it shoot into the air. Lolx.. Mine was the most improved rocket from both of theirs, Mine was the lightest and had the most [Fuel][Sparks].

REuben was late because he has something on and came on the next day.

After the barbecue, WE went to "OCH"[Old Changi Hospital]. Talking about it really sends a shiver down my trembling spine. We took the way to the front gate. The walk to the gate was spine breaking. The air was chill and contians some mositure in it,making one's glassess blurred in a split second. We took about 10 mins to walk up there but never went in due to some reasons of the group. BUt just by standing in front of the gate, we can feel and imagine the terrifying things loitering in there.

AFter we came back,a group of friends including me went to play "HEART ATTACK".We were so high playing that game and ending up laughing hard. I was kinda slow in that game and my reflexes was not fast enough to evade the "HEARTATTACKS". The most
funniest part is that Cheryl, the one who is launching the "HEARTATTACk", hit herself with her own hands. XD...

We bought alcohol, cant remember what is that name but the alcohol percentage was like 33% (If i'm not wrong). ITs kinda sweet and little bitter.
LOSER gets to drink the cocktail of alcohol With COke added. (Tasted great actually)

We played 2games.

1st game, card guessing.
RULES:
I) THe card distributor gets to say he/she wants any 1 value of the card
II) After which, we are suppose to put the card on our heads
III) Then each player take turns to say whether he/she wants to change the card. (each player can only change once)
IV) LOSER gets to drink the cocktail.

2nd game, BLUFF
RULES:

I) Each player are distributed (52 cards divide by [No. of players]) cards.
II)They can start with any cards but they can bluff
III)For example, [Player 1] puts down [SPADE OF ACE] but shouted [spade 2], Other players can shout bluff if they think he/she is bluffing. Loser receives all the cards placed on the ground and have the Drink.
IV) They can only shout out cards with value [higer,lower,same] of the current card placed on the ground

I played and lost on the second game. After some drinks, I went high and kept drinking. In the end, I Was drunk and sober up after a while.

We stayed up and watch TV after that. It was like 3am in the morning. Everyone was chatting away. WE didn't know that we can actually chat so much. It was a chance whereby I have a better understanding of my friends.

DAY 2, September 13, 2006 Wednesday

I woke up at 7.30 shivering in the cold air-con. Today is the day whereby i dread and love the most.After we ate, I went to rent a bicycle for MALIHA. She did not know how to ride one. She only had an hour to learn since i only rented for one hour only. I Must say she tried her very very very best and had all her attention focused. But still, she did not manage to learn.

She fell from the bicycle and accidentally cut her skin whereby the blood flowed profusely. But still she still continue to learn. She's really brave.

After which, I went to return the bike and waited for the rest to meet at the Changi Ferry Terminal.

The ONE-WAY boat ride was $2 . On our way there, I nearly vomitted. The boat was bumping from side to side. But luckily i made it there with a clean body. We took some pictures at the ferry point before going to rent a bike. IT was ($5) to rent a bike there.

We went to alot of terrains tracks which was rather exciting. Bumps on the roads was very exciting, but then too bad, I cannot go too fast as the bike has some problems. we went all around PULAU UBIN and went near the OBS[Outward Bounds] Site but went
back due to insufficient time.

On the way to OBS site, my bike broke down on the chinese cemetery site. IT was cHilled at that area. I quicky fixed the chain to the teeth of the gears and carried on. WHew...

After that, We went to Pulau Ubin Ferry Terminal to catch the boat ride back to Changi Ferry Terminal. Surprisingly, I cannot feel anything about vomitting. Maybe I was too tired from Cycling to feel any boat bumps.

We went to the Changi Hawker center to eat out dinner. We had CHICKEN CHOP HOR FUN ( recommended by CHERYL), it was quite good. Daniel treated us to some Fried Dumplings. It crunchy and brings a nice taste as the juice flows onto the toungue taste buds. nice~ . I had this Ginger Soup plus RIce Balls. Cheryl ordered 2 more Peanuts rice balls but manage to eat one only. =P
I had 3. HAHA...

After that we went to buy a bunch of banana . I was disppointed when they say they dun have the soft pears whereby the flesh is soft and the taste sweet. After we went back to the chalet, we played the PS2 (Fatal Frame). Reu ben brought along the walk
through to speed up the game play but got slow down due to the powerful bossess along the way. Lolx...

Cheryl and I went to watch the movie that reuben brought along on his laptop while Daniel and JAmie Deep FRied the Chicken wings which tasted SUPER NICE.. Maybe it was because of the Good marination by Daniel's parents. Cheryl and I finish up the

Chicken wings and went back to watch the movies and DAryl went to get some alcohol for us. After that we went down to watch DAniel , DAryl, Reuben play Fatal Frame. Reuben Mixed some tiger beer with lots of Sprite to make out some rather nice drinks.
After that I went to drink the alcohol that daryl bought and went to bed since I am feeling rather warm and dizzy.

In the middle of the night, about 3 am, reu ben put tooth paste all over me and I was being sabotaged. AHAHa... It was rather cold when u have Colgate in ur armpits too..HHAHA.. I was cold and the room was filled with the Colgate smell.

Cheryl woke me up in the middle of the night and I fell asleep right after that. Lolx...

DAY 3, September 14, 2006 Thursday

Woke up at 9.30 in the morning. Did all neccessary Stuff and went downstairs. I cooked breakfast for everyone (maggie mee)since i do not want to bring the rest of the maggie mee home. Haha...

After that, Daniel and I went to sun tanned. We threw stones to see who has more trips on the water before falling into the water. BUt daniel's stone do not seemed to trip on the water.

After we went back, the rest and both of us went to went TV before going to eat the chicken rice( $2) per person. It was really nice. We ordered a HALF chicken and a plate of Bean Sprout. IT was($15.50). rather cheap.

After we ate, we went back to the chalet and cleaned up the whole chalet before checking out at 3.50pm.

Chim Chai, Jamie, Wan ling took the bus.

Reu ben took the cab.

Daryl drove me, Daniel, Faizah, Ziyu home.

Cheryl left around 11am in the morning to meet some friends at EAst coast which she never did due to the weather change.

Maliha never came on that day and she sent a Thanks message for all of us. Spiritually, she's always here with us. =)

Annette came on the first day and had to go to work for the rest of the day.

Jeremy went back after the second day. He had stuff to do though. I think...

//forgive me if I got the events and dates wrong.

Anyway, My class MIT 0510-E1 Rocks!. I cannot wait for the next sem chalet to come. I missed u guys already when I reach home. It is the best Chalet I ever had guys/gals. Thanks alot guys/gals... In Every ways you guys rocks my life.

2006-08-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

SNAKES ON A PLANE


                  
            Starring:  Samuel L.Jackson  (a L.A.P.D prosecuter)

AFter the OOAD paper today, I was quite fed-up with the questions. I have done before but I just cannot recall what I did. Aiya.. Forget abt that..

Anyway, MY friends(annette, daniel, ziyu, Elaine, JEremy ) and I went to watch SNAKES ON A PLANE

some of the shots of the movie

This is the Brief Description of the MOvie:

When a young man witnesses a brutal mob murder, it falls to FBI agent Neville Flynn to escort his charge safely from Hawaii to Los Angeles to testify. But in an act of self-preservation, the crime boss facing prison smuggles hundreds of poisonous snakes onto the commercial aircraft in a crate timed to release its deadly cargo halfway over the Pacific. Flynn, along with a frightened flight crew and passengers, must then band together in a desperate attempt to survive.

Short scenes of nudity is seem and some gruesome sights are at the back to fill ur stomach full. Feel the shock when u see hundreds of snakes crawling around you. Run, from the prey~~!!!!...

2006-08-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

Every person's life is a fairy tale written by God's fingers.

I pretty agree with that. A friend's father of mine had leukemia and had not make it through after some days. People around help as much as they can to provide the best that they could and did the best that they could.
I certainly hope that her father could make it through, anyone reading this will also have the compassion to let this child's father live on, won't they?

But i have also learnt something in life as i sat and think about this matter.

Life is like an onion....

you peel away one layer at at time...

and sometimes you cry.

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~Death~

A million times we needed you,

A million times we cried,

If love alone would have saved you,

You would of never died.

In life we loved you dearly,

In death we love you still,

In our hearts you hold a place,

No one can ever fill.

A light from our household is gone,

A voice from our love is stilled,

A place in our vacant home,

Which never can be filled.

Some may think you are forgotten,

Though on earth you are no more,

But in our memory you are with us,

As you always were before.

It broke our hearts to lose you,

But you did not go alone,

A part of us went with you,

The day God called you home.

Your precious memories are for keepsakes,

with which we never part,

God has you safely in his keeping,

But we have you forever in our hearts.

JOB... Planning..

2006-08-17T02:45:00.000+08:00

JOBs HUNTING

I went to JobDB.com the other day and I did a resume. Thinking that it wouldn't work out anyways, i just randonly click on those jobs that I think suits me.

WEll. . guess what.. I got 3 jobs interview and I am going for those starting from tomorrow onwards. I have it at orchard (ngee ann city tower A), Jurong JTC summit and one at BUgis .COol dudes...

IT's more of an office work this time and I think i can do it and earn lots of money for my car lessons this time. Then i dun need to ask from my parents $$ lo.

A very good start for me. . .

ANywya, a poly friend of mine has a friend whose father needs B+ blood for transfusion. SO, anyone with B+ Blood please PM ME. I will appreciate ur help.. PLease have a big heart and start helping people. THanks

Infocoom security SUCKS

2006-08-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

Boring

Well.. It is exceptionally boring. I'm not excruciating it. IT REALLY IS BORING. NNB.. The lecturer will keep yapping and yapping and yapping all day along for the damn 2 hrs. Its 47mins past 2 now and I am going crazy.I know its his job to talk, but please make it interesting la. DUH >.< ~~

Argh. . Reuben is surfing the net and saw this MOVIE "I WILL ALWAYS SEE WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER". HAHA... The movie "I knw what u did last summer 1 and 2" has a continued version. Lolx. . Why do people like murder one another.. DOtz... -_-""

Well... Exams are coming and this friday will be the showDown of another 2 modules.
Entreprenuership and InfoCoom Security.

YAhoo~~~ 3 more papers after that and i am free~!~!~!~.. HAAHAHAHA

CHEERS~~ TO LIBERTY~!~~!~!~ <*.*>

2006-07-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

BORED AT SCH/ HOME
Rui, you're single because you don't want to get hurt

Ever heard the expression, "Once bitten, twice shy?" You can probably relate to this, can't you? Your last relationship may have left you a little raw in emotions, and the memories are likely still fresh in your mind. Fresher than you can sometimes believe. With a hurt like that, you're probably not so eager to enter the drama again â€” and we can't say that we blame you. You may be so afraid of getting hurt that you take things to heart big-time when you're involved with someone â€” after all, you've been hurt before, why can't it happen again? You also may be guilty of comparing potential mates to your ex who may still constantly loom large in your mind.

But maybe, just maybe, it's time to check your baggage at the door and let a new person into your life with a clean slate. You have a lot to offer someone, but you can't do it when you have one foot firmly planted in the past.

Wanna do this quiz?? go to Tickle.com And type "Why are u single" in the search box to search for the quiz..

FUnny reply that i have got...
LoLz``~~

2006-07-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

Damn poker!!!
Damn!! i really got to say that i am very bad with the the card games..

Anyway the whole thing sucks. .

Our game is to count the card left over and then we count.

whoever reach 50 cards will have to treat the rest to wedges.. Of cos, it is me who lost and treated the rest..

Shit la!! Whatever that is, I still win one round.. the conclusion of the game, i accumulated up to 51 cards and then I tried to do 20 pullups so that i can forfeit the treat. BUt i can only do 15. SHit!! DAmn weak liao!!!

-_-""

Sianz~~ I WILL BE BACK NEXT THURSDAY FOR THE POKER CARD GAME!!

DORGH!!!!!

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2006-07-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

IN SQL LAB NOW!!

What the Fuck!! The C++ Test sucks. Whatever that is the SQL teacher also very SUCKS!! HE keep saying things abt the damn data base..

Guesss until i vomit blood.. INsert, update, delete ,Select.. WAlao.. The 4 types of data manipulation.. WTF.. Say simple then the whole class cannot guess the ans.

Anyway, the test is very Diff today. for the C++ i did ans the question but with a older version. Therefore i feel damn SIANZ abt that. I study so hard but still dunno what the F**k I am studying abt.. Shit liao!!!

Lent the OOAD book today. But then still dunno what the Fuck it is talking abt..

-_-"" SIANZ~~~

Ok, gotta go back to lesson liao.. Talking abt the SQL now.. what the lab is abt today.. SEEYA...

2006-07-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

Its wednesday today. . Whew . . Nothing much happened.. Lolx

just come forgetful and carelessness for the day. Brought the wrong book and stuffs.

Anyway, today's presentation is done by two grps excluding me. The topic is abt the new SMELL technology. That smell can be transmitted throughout the internet and many many things... etc.

Then after the teacher say the presentation is over, he say that the points taken today CANNOT be used for the other weeks because there is no novelty in presented points.

Therefore, I have to redo my presentation for that damn module. sianz~~

I am going to do the Topic on why microsoft Succeeded. Why is it such a success? An what acan Apple do to take over Microsoft again?

sounds very CHIM!! no choice... This is stupid topic that teacher gave..

Dorgh!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!! C++ also ??!

Today's c++. . not really that diffcult la. But then my mind kinda spaced out when i see the question paper. =\ DAMN!!!
The question posed are all from the books and I knew them before I have taken the paper. But then I really cannot remember anything just now!!

Well, what can I say?? This paper is really easy, and it was meant to give away marks but then i nvr manage to get it!! WTF >_< !!

This Thursday is another paper for the C++ !! Better score this time round!!

=P

I gave away a pair of hamsters today!!
It was a male and a female. Hope that the owner can take note of this!!

Pls feed them using ur hand so that they are tamed.
Apples and a variety of vegetables are fine.
Make sure they get to have the hamster food everyday.
They have to get bath.
They need clean bedding(the ground base). (change every 1 or 2 week)
And most importantly, Please keep them Live!! =P

Pls bless me in the test this comnig thursday

2006-07-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

ok . . Seems like I am in deep shit today.

The OOAD test was like unknown, a greek, alien language speaking to me. And forcing my brain cells to answer then back in accuracy answers.
My mouth was wide open for I do not know what to do. My mind was in a whirl and things doesn't look optimistic to me.

My friends beside me are either sleeping or drooling on the paper. . Lolx. . Not really drooling, but about to. . :P

Anyway, back to the OOAD. Seems like the 30% for the MCQ is like a goner for me. My full marks has been reduced to 70% !~!~!` which is not a very safe border !!!
The project has got to score and theory have tp just pass. .Thn i think i can pass.. OMG. . This module is like a MATRIX GEOGRAPHY to me. . So many things to memorize and I have not passed this GEOGRAPHY for even once in my lifetime. Including sec sch days!! SHIT!!

Whatever that is, let's pray that this module goes on well.

I'm not going to take PROGRAMMING IN THIRD YEAR!!!

2006-07-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD~!

It Sunday today!! There are going to be a lot of Tests tomorrow. . SHIT!!

Have not really studied for OOAD. .(Object Oriented Analysis Design)

Tml's test is going to MCQ so I guess that is going to be alright la. .

At least a 50/50 chance of passing right. .

but then there are also other tests other than that. There are Infocoom security and Network technology..

And on Tuesday, there is RAD. . Some Programming test. . Write the damn program out!!

OMG. .

LOTS More. . .Etc. . .

other that that I wonder how is XI hua getting along?? Hope that she is alright!! She better take care. .

Haiz. . tml' test is a headache and I cannot remember all the stuff in the OOAD!! Shit la.. What to do!!

I really can eat SHIT liao..

=/WHAT TO DO !! SAVE ME \=

2006-07-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

I have a dream. A dream that seems so far and never be reached. So much beyond my limits.. A national thrower is so hard to reach. a Dream that i will always have. I have injured my back badly. I think this dream will stay there while i experience it in my dreams.

Me talking

Throwing!!

Taking steps

gaining speed

gaining speed

Thanks to jun ling, my best throwing partner and friend who stood by me and gave me endless ideas. Thanks man!! The stage is yours now!! Peak and perform!! I am abit selfish to let u complete my dream but hope u can do it. I'm behind u all the way!!

Cheers to MR CHOO's Track and Field team!! I am a failure in ur team. I truly apologise... Thank u MR CHOO for the years of teachings to who I am today... I cannot get to the national standards to live up ur dreams as a successful coach. I'm sorry..

2006-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine chatted with me today... She and her ex-BF had met days ago. The guy told her to stop loving him.

She sounded very sad. The guy didnt even face her while parting with her. He merely told her friends and told them to convey the message to her.

This set me thinking back to the time when i had a breakup with my GF. She is perfect in my eyes until now. The problem lies with me. She has done everything she could . But somehow, I was not good enough for her. She really is good. She sews my shirt when torn, got me home-made food at work, and had really made my life beautiful and enjoyable. It was just the 2 of us. I enjoyed her company. If only time can stop by the time when i sat on the MRT platform and starred at the surroundings with her, hand in hand. I can do anything to stop that moment.

Things are sweet in the beginning. I want to go back to the start when I'm with her.
Please. .. *SAD*

2006-06-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today is a bit of a half day to me. . Woke up like 12pm in the afternoon. And had a headache. Afther which I played basketball with my brother and we had a hard time NOT to get the ball into the ring!! Lolx

Then i promised a friend that I will go out with her but then she never reply the smses I sent her. :( Wonder what she is doing? Hope she doesnt blame me for that!!

Oh ya!! I got a pimple just beside my nose. What the FUCK!!!

Very ugly. At least got , 0.5 cm big!! Shit liao la. .Without the pimple gone, i cannot go out to play!!! OMG!!! PLEASE LEAVE ME PIMPLES!!! aRGH!!!

2006-06-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy...

My cousin came by today to explain to me the details of a new policy that I would be buying fro m him. It covers all the accident and deaths and some saving that can last me from another 10 years from age 42!!

cause I got to wait for 25 years before the $$ can be taken out!!

Anyway, My dream of having a Track Suit is gone. Wa Lao. . I got the savings but then I have to contribute it to the GREAT EASTERN policy company.. :'(

The cash vouchers looks useless to me now!!

I need $$$...